Thursday, 30 May 2013

The circus called LIFE.

I often wonder, which is often the mora vidium of a mind at recess, that how aptness of certain colloquial proverbs excel ‘excellence’ itself. It is said that, ‘public memory is very short’. I was wondering on how the motion of vitality flows ceaseless through the seeming unending expanse of time. People come, people go; and so do geniuses. We forget the most, we remember a few, and that too not without reason- we remember Edison because his name mocks us from the streetlights to encroach on our personal bedroom night lamp- see, Not without reason.
                     How many names can you come up with when you are asked for socially working leaders? I doubt that many of us even care?
A creative soul passes away; people shower tears and ‘RIP’ messages galore in social working sites, spontaneously under the action of momentary remembro-consciousness, and go to sleep to wake up next day to be ready for office. Condolences vanish faster than camphor in the gargantuan realm of urban struggle. True indeed, that we cannot possibly loose our job and end up getting condolences ourselves by mourning for a bygone artist. Thus the bread of the day becomes,’ Let bygones be bygones.’

We have to compete in order to keep from perishing ourselves. Thus as a obvious result the ‘mortal’ loss of a intellectual although starts off a wave, but, nonetheless ends in ripples. Maxim Gorky understood this herd “forgettance”, and thus said, “Live for yourself, work for your pleasure; life is circus and you have to change camp sooner or later”.

Friday, 8 March 2013

of cities and burnt charcoals....

" Living in Paris had its benefits because Paris never forgets to return a favor".
                                                                                                                                               - Ernest Hemingway

Today I was taking a leisurely stroll in my roof, when suddenly, I was struck by the cupid with firm attachments for my city. Although i have known myself to be much of a pygmy from time immemorial, hopping from one hostel to the other. Ever the detached soul, i always faced a dilemma while filling up the 'permanent address' and 'local address' in any forms of applications. Given the person I am, emotional grounding should have struck me as the last man living. But still it did, leaving me enthralled, embarrassed even.

Though I may sound as a mystic or someone stoned as hell, I found layers of curtains rising in front of me, and scenes unfurling. Collages a bit... those of 60's and 70's... renaissance and riots.. prophets rising and men being stabbed, burnt to ashes, beheaded. I saw both the turbulent Calcutta in the riot  the revolting Calcutta which knows 'the philosophy pf the bomb', the rising Calcutta through the poet, the orator, the reformer and the searcher of god.
I saw despondent Calcutta  begging. Not for alms but for spent lye. Content on having even fermented vegetables, i saw Calcutta lying on a bed of corpse and skulls. I saw pen being mightier than the sword, literally, when theatres being staged i the city instilled fear in a particular omnipotent power. I saw the gates of science being opened. I saw Calcutta changing the world in the laboratory of medical college.
I saw the most qualified and logical skeptic ever to be produced by the east treading its path. i saw. I saw glitters.
 Yet, Calcutta seemed unfazed by turmoils and glory.
Like the great river conspicuously flowing by its side, Calcutta doesn't know to cross boundaries. Just a mute observer of the fleeting moments of emotions surfaced by its inhabitants, Calcutta remains. young and full of vanity.

Thats when i realized that the city does not love us, nor does it hate us... it just is. like the smoke of a burnt charcoal.

Thursday, 7 March 2013

just another evening realisation....

It's a bit strange that sometimes we wake up to situations that we have somehow perceived to find ourselves in, but yet had not wanted to be in it actually. Stranger is such positions come to us conspicuously, we don't even have time to acknowledge or appreciate them. They arrive sporting beards of litany, coats of dilemma finely guarding their face against netted oroshins of pathos. Like a traveler from the distant east.
Life snatches away someone from you, promising to give some more valuable gift in return. You believe in him unsuspecting that fate twists its claws in unfathomable ways.
You will get your chance to interrogate him, though, just before the court of justice, becomes adjourned for, say, this time.