WONDERINGS OF A LUNATIC

Do you know of that feeling?? That feeling which you have when you sit on the grass in a autumn evening with dew clinging to your surface, that strange feeling which is perhaps made of a quarter of pain, an ounce or a half of loneliness, quite a few grams of frustration, a pinch of nostalgia and a tinge of melancholy.

 What? What did you say? You don’t recognize that feeling?

No No No!!. How on earth could that be?

Wait. Wait a second, do you create?

Let me tell you a deep dark secret my son, every creator has known this feeling…in fact…in fact they are immersed in that feeling always. Saturated with the potion of sorrow, it’s from the ethereal sensation of nothingness they find their urge to create, to live and in most cases, to Die.

Let me tell you that no one in this world is happy, Can never be! Someone in the distant past said, ‘The scheme of this world is devilish’ and very agreeably so, my son… very agreeably so…But as Nietzsche would have said everyone is unhappy is just another way to say no one is.

 That’s exactly why I find this asylum the most transparent, happening and truly liberal place in this earth..

 I mean, at least you can blabber about the Ruling party here and Escape being labeled as a planned Anarchist, you can scream loud that you really liked the Nazi ideals and the Naxalite agendas really amused you, you have the liberty to label rape as a crime (although I personally feel it is also the oldest urge in some expressionist..Just the dam is broken) here you can even smoke Spider spleen and yet get away with it...Hell yeah, isn’t that fun? You know what? Here you can actually pee without any super powered nuclear nation’s intelligence watching you.

 At least you can have your opinions Remain as yours...Heh he.

 You getting me son?

Okay okay.. I can read from the wrinkles on your forehead that you are having a tough time with me, but nothings at my own disposal now.. Never mind.

Hey but I will strongly suggest you to get a grip on yourself, young man. Sometimes lights go off, but you won’t have to live in the dark if you befriend THAT feeling, you know? That sensation which is mixed with pain and nostalgia all along??

You know what; try to be Sad, really Sad and you will glow at night...